As I am writing this piece, the new website is almost ready. So I
want to say something about how much I have been supported from the very
beginnings.
It is hard to say when Economia Sagrada started, because in
a way it was always part of me even as a child. Definitely an intense
journey started when I graduated from Chicago, knowing I had something to
share and not knowing how to.
A journey that collapsed into a major personal crisis in the year
2014.
A few very interesting things happened that year. At a certain
point through the crisis I made two clear decisions. The
kind of decision you make with the complete certainty of your soul. The first
one was that me and my family (my son was two years old back then) we would
have a car, no matter what. Even though we did not have the money nor a salary
to pay for it. The second decision was that I was going to dedicate myself to
share this vision of sacred economics. In the moment I actually said I will
become a “sacred economist”, but that sounds kind of weird. Anyways.
By the end of that year, we bought a car that we called Centella and I shared my first Workshop in Economia Sagrada.
I want to mention my dear friend Kike Ibarra who really
encouraged me to do the first Workshop and even came down from far away to
attend it. Even though I had declared with my soul I wanted to do just this, I
was extremely scared and for sure I wouldn’t have done it without Kike’s friendly
support.
At the first Workshop in Economía Sagrada |
I did the second workshop in February 2015, next one in March and I believe another
one in May and then I retreated in my doubts and search for several months. In November of 2015 I was so desperate in anguish that I reached for
my auntie Jeannie Kerrigan. I simply asked her to pray for me.
Two days later, I woke up and wrote down the Introduction to
Economia Sagrada essay in Spanish in a matter of hours, feeling completely
inspired, spontaneous, truthful and passionate.
An essay that became a cornerstone and has traveled the web extensively.
A couple of weeks before that, in December 2015, the brilliant
entrepreneur (and my cousin) Jose Antonio Berrios set up for me the blog
www.economiasagrada.com. It was actually his idea! He even paid for the domain, something
I realized later on. Again, another example of how much I have been supported
from the beginning and all the time. I could never do it alone. (Isn’t that
something: a young successful entrepreneur supporting economia sagrada?)
The journey continued with ups and downs for two more years. By that I mean on one hand enjoying it with passion, and on another hand oppressed by doubts, self-judgment and fear, really the best teachers and friends I've had. During some periods sharing the workshops intensively in different places of Mexico, Guatemala, USA and Argentina. And some other times searching, uncovering and simply living the vision from the inside out. Really the Economia Sagrada journey has involved every piece of my own healing and search, and will continue to do so. How could it be any other way.
Until the time for the Coming of Age arrived.
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